[OP] Registered a random number. Posting time: 2017-01-28 00:18:32
Happy New Year, everyone. I hope you have watched the Spring Festival Gala. Anyway, I didn’t watch it …
Today, I made dumplings with my dad for a whole afternoon, and then my sister and Uncle Li (my dad’s, ahem …) made a dozen other dishes. Uncle Li is a chef, so my dad was really happy. In fact, my sister and my dad always had a bad relationship, so they probably only got together today to make me happy. My brother-in-law also came tonight, so the five of us celebrated the New Year together. The family hasn’t been so lively in a long time, so I’m happy (๑•̀ㅂ•́ )و✧.
I hope that no one will encounter hardships in the new year and everyone’s life will get better and better (I can only think of such a cheesy blessing ヾ(д° )ノ)
Last but not least, I wish you all a Happy New Year of the Rooster~!
[1st floor] Is it a big model?: Happy New Year, Xiao Xi!! Forget the scum and start a new life!!
[2nd floor] – a knife: Xiao Xi is so warm, and as expected, he came to bless us on New Year’s Eve (heart.jpg)
[6th floor] Fuel-Efficient Grocery Store: The sound of fireworks and laughter outside is deafening, and I have also been keeping an eye on Xiao Xi’s updates. It is true love!
[OP] Registered a random number. Posting time: 2017-01-30 21:34:08
Last time I mentioned that I blocked Pei Hao’s WeChat and phone number.
Based on the number of Pei Hao’s missed calls in only one hour, I had a feeling things wouldn’t be as easy as I had imagined.
Sure enough, my sister called me that night. Basically, Pei Hao called to test her. He asked if I was going back to city X. At first, my sister thought we had a fight. She didn’t expect that I would calmly explain twice that Pei Hao and I had really broken up.
Realizing that we truly split this time, she couldn’t help asking, “Did he wrong you? Cheat? Hurt you? Or scammed you of your money?”
“No,” I whispered back. “Sister, he never loved me.”
“Huh?” My sister only saw Pei Hao being good to me, so she was probably impartial. “I think he loves you a lot. When mom left, he didn’t know what to do to coax you every day. You kept losing your temper, and he kept taking care of you.”
I bit my lower lip and said softly, “That’s because you only saw him when he was at his best with me.”
“Xiao Xi, people in love tend to be more sensitive, and sometimes they think too much when they’re in too deep. I heard Pei Hao’s meaning, and it wasn’t to break up with you.” My sister thought I was too sensitive, so she tried to persuade me. “There must be a misunderstanding between the two of you, so you need to communicate more. Don’t rush to break up. How many years have you been together already? Do you think it’s so easy to meet someone you can be with for five years? What if you regret it later?”
I smiled helplessly. Pei Hao was quite compelling. No wonder my sister became his lobbyist.
“Sister, if my brother-in-law had a childhood sweetheart in his heart whom he put above you everywhere, would you still be with my brother-in-law?” I asked her with some difficulty. Initially, I didn’t want to mention these things to her.
“What do you mean … ?” My sister paused as if to sort out her thoughts at the other end of the line. “Has Pei Hao liked someone else for many years”?
“Um … ” I said in a muffled voice. “He doesn’t like me.”
“And he does everything for his childhood sweetheart first?” My sister continued to ask.
My voice was even quieter. “Um …”
My sister sighed in disbelief and then asked in an angry voice. “Then how could you live with him for five years? Don’t tell me it’s because you love him!”
Like a child who did something wrong, I whispered, “What else could it be for?”
“…” My sister was at a loss for words. Then she said with deep regret. “That’s it. Everyone in our family is stupid. Mom was like this, and so are you.”
My sister’s voice became hoarse, and we both fell silent. I knew she became emotional because she was thinking about the unpleasant things between our parents in the past.
After a while, she relaxed and asked, “So what will you do next?”
“I will go back to city X. I’m waiting for a reply from the company to see if I can transfer back. If not, I’ll resign,” I replied.
“It’s good you’re coming back. I’m glad you’re coming back,” my sister said. “Return home. If anything happens, your brother-in-law and I can help you take care of it. Don’t worry about others outside.”
“Um …” A sudden sourness rushed up to my nose, and my eyes became red.
In the past few days, I was relying on air to hold on. From falling into the sea to returning to city X, to moving out, I’ve been telling myself to be strong. I was just breaking up. Everyone has experienced a break-up. Why be sad about it. But when I heard my sister urge me to go home, I suddenly felt a little uncomfortable.
I discovered that I felt wronged. I didn’t understand why he would be with me for five years if he didn’t love me. I didn’t understand why I got this ending after giving him all my heart.
I realized I was angry, and I wanted to ask God: Could only people who were equal in appearance, status, and wealth have their souls placed on equal footing? Even five years of love could not bridge the initial gap between them?
Then I figured it out. It was probably because we were not from the same world. I was not the type Pei Hao had liked at all. From the beginning till the end, we were not meant to be. Sometimes, I had to acknowledge things like fate. What didn’t belong to me was not mine to take. If two people who were light-years apart were forced together, one of them would inevitably end up in pain.
[1st floor] Mu Mu sunny: the scum Pei also knows to call his sister to soften her up, so his emotional intelligence is not low. He just never cared before, right?
[2nd floor] Dreamme: Family is always the warmest and most stable support.
[OP] Registered a random number. Posting time: 2017-01-02 21:24:12
Someone asked me how long it has been since Pei Hao and I broke up. We broke up in June last year, so it has been more than half a year.
I’ll keep updating.
After the phone call with my sister, I breathed a sigh of relief. Fortunately, Pei Hao didn’t tell her I had a broken leg, otherwise, she would have driven over to pick me up the next day.
The company gave me a week off. On the third day, while I was at home doing nothing, Da Bai called.
As soon as the call was connected, Da Bai screamed excitedly. “My ancestor! These two days Pei Hao annoyed me to death!”
I was a little surprised. “Huh? Didn’t you say you didn’t know where I was?”
Da Bai groaned, “Pei Hao said he checked the elevator surveillance in the building and saw that I picked you up that day. He no longer believes me now.”
I slapped my forehead. “Ah, I forgot the elevator has a camera.” Besides, I never thought he would look for me like this.
“Do you know how he kept asking me about you these days?” Da Bai’s voice sounded a bit worse than death. “At first, he called me a dozen times and I couldn’t block him as you did. If I didn’t answer, he would call until my phone was dead. Then he blocked me at the door of my apartment yesterday, and he came again this morning. I’m really afraid my boyfriend thinks I’m hooking up with men left and right!”
“Huh?” I was a little more surprised. What Pei Hao did was more and more beyond understanding. Did he go to Da Bai’s apartment to block him? What was he trying to do? Take me back to satisfy his compassion for a disabled person? Or did he need someone to sleep with him and he found me the most fitting?
As a third party who was dragged into the mess, Da Bai was confused. “What’s the matter with you two? How did things change so much that he became the one pestering you now?”
“I don’t understand either.” I blinked innocently and asked, “What did you tell him?”
“What could I say? At first, of course, I said I didn’t know!” Da Bai was gasping for breath as he walked. “He must have watched the elevator surveillance and didn’t believe me. Then I had to say, “Xiao Xi seemed to have really let go this time, and I can’t sell out my friends.” Then he started blocking both me and my mother. He was downstairs just now. Fortunately, our building has a back door, so I ran out that way.”
“Don’t worry, I’ll give him a call.” I couldn’t help laughing. How come I never realized Pei Hao had such dog attributes and was so clingy?
Da Bai stopped to take a breath, paused, and then said, “But there is one reasonable thing he said. You should at least let him take good care of your legs and then break up.”
I pursed my lips and said firmly, “Impossible. I don’t want to see him again.”
“What happened to the two of you?” Da Bai asked in a serious tone.
Not knowing where to start, I was silent for a while. I opened my mouth, but no sound came out.
“Forget it,” Da Bai sighed. “I’ll wait until you’re ready to tell me. But Lord, you can’t let him block me every day. I can’t offend him!”
“Ok, I know. I’ll call him.”
After hanging up the phone, I pulled Pei Hao out of my black list, feeling annoyed. I haven’t been doing too well since I moved out from Pei Hao’s house. I was off for a week from work and had nothing to do. I couldn’t even go out because of my legs. Alone at home, I accidentally kept thinking of Pei Hao.
The calm during the break-up is like an anesthetic taken for self-deceit. Once the effects of the drug pass, the problems will appear again.
Intellectually, I knew we’d broken up and I should forget about him. But every cell in my body remembered him, and I had to admit that I suddenly missed him. When I closed my eyes, I could hear him whispering in my ears calling me Xiao Xi. When I looked up, I could see him leaning on my computer watching the NBA. When I turned around, I could feel his warm, thick arms wrapping tightly around me.
Every small thing in the past now became thousands of thorns embedded into my body. If I accidentally touched them, they would affect a certain nerve that would remind me of him. Pei Hao was like airborne poison, densely packed in the surrounding air.
I had to work hard for a breath of fresh air without him. I suddenly understood why people used to say the loss of love was painful. Forgetting someone was like cruelly grinding away the words engraved on the heart.
But, so what? Eventually, I would forget these happy and sad feelings and then remember them later as unimportant things. People should not live too long in a failed relationship, otherwise, it would be disrespectful for them.
Before the break-up, everything I did was of my own free will. I deserved it. After breaking up, I just hoped he would leave me alone and completely disappear from my life. Given more time, I could lock away those old memories.
I dialed Pei Hao’s number, and he picked up after a few seconds.
“Xiao Xi … “Pei Hao’s voice was hoarse, and you could feel he was in a bad mood.
I spoke with an angry voice, “Don’t bother Da Bai anymore.”
“Then tell me where you are.” Pei Hao’s tone was firm, and it seemed impossible to refute.
There was a strong fire in my heart. Why did he keep appearing in front of me, pretending to care about me, so when I finally calmed down a little, he would cause ripples again?
I said coldly, “Can you be more mature? How many times have I said we broke up? Don’t look for me again!”
“Xiao Xi … ” It was the first time Pei Hao heard me talk to him so indifferently. He said bitterly, “I just want to see you once and explain it face to face.”
“I don’t need an explanation!” I said in a deep voice. “Pei Hao, you have all kinds of people you want. You don’t love me at all. If you break up with me today, you can find someone better than me tomorrow. Stop making trouble, ok?”
“I can’t let go. As soon as I close my eyes, you are everywhere,” Pei Hao said in a sad and pleading tone. “Xiao Xi, I don’t want anyone else as long as you believe me … “
Believe in your hot and cold feelings? Or your infatuation with others?
I directly ignored Pei Hao and said, “Pei Hao, if you bother Da Bai again, even if we meet in the future, I’ll never talk to you again.”
“Ok … “Pei Hao’s voice trembled slightly. “I will find you myself.”
After listening to his promise to no longer bother Da Bai, I hung up the phone, feeling haggard.
[1st floor] 101st Steamed Bun: Crying scum Pei. Xiao Xi, don’t be haggard, I’ll give you a loving hug ❤
[2nd floor] wang wang, puppy wang: Xiao Xi wrote down the very way I felt when I was in love … the worst is when you want to forget someone, and he shamelessly keeps intervening in your life, so you can never forget him.
[3rd floor] Sui Qing You Lou: I was wondering why Xiao Xi could let go so calmly all of a sudden. It turns out, he is also sad alone (crying.jpg)
[12th floor] Eva-reda: Why do I feel Pei Hao is a bit pitiful … I feel that he is recognizing his feelings for Xiao Xi, but Xiao Xi no longer has expectations for him.
[13th floor] The brightest egg in the night sky: As for the point of view upstairs, I can only say that scum Pei deserves it
[20th floor] Late stage of procrastination: I’m just here to express my feelings to Xiao Xi! I hope you are very happy every day, ah
Leave the scum!!!!
Thanks for the update! ???
thanks for the update!! ha, let’s see how pei hao’s gonna make his way into xiao xi’s good graces again. good luck(?) pei hao.
also everytime i see “[OP] Registered a random number. Posting time: 2017-1~~” it always surprises me cuz i keep thinking that’s the update date LMAO
Pitiful but scum gong deserves it